My past has nothing to do with my present love affair with you. You have been dishonest about little things and I can’t help but feel paranoid everytime you go out or fail to reply to me. I would always feel something different whenever we are not together. I know that I shouldn’t be looking at your phone or be asking you things that spell mistrust but you’ve failed on honesty tests a few times already. I don’t know why I don’t feel assured of your love despite your grand gestures, sweet words and superhuman efforts. Maybe I really don’t need those grand things, maybe what I need is assurance, and security. I can trust you when we’re together but how about when we’re not.